i wish i had a family that didn’t care
and friends that didn’t care
because then i wouldn’t feel guilty about wanting to kill myself
but i do wish you cared, because then, just maybe, i wouldn’t want to die
10 hours ago with 0 notes
"I feel her silence next to me, feel the pull of it on me and the hollows in my chest and stomach and head and I remember the ache I used to feel when she got too close, how it felt like grief, how it felt like loss, like I was falling, falling into nothing, how it clenched me up and made me want to weep, made me actually weep."
Patrick Ness The Knife Of Never Letting Go (via sempiternale)
22 hours ago with 16 notes
if i was dead i wouldn’t have to worry about my appearance or grades or friends/family or my relationship hahhaahh
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